on foucauldian theories.

I would like to share some thoughts. In my years growing up as a child, I used to question and rationalize madness,insanity and things people do out of the rational. I wondered if our present state of existence was perhaps a chapter of the dreamlike state, that this may be all a dream from another clearer world. And then I looked at the people from the mental institutions and wonder if they thought of us,people outside as the truly mad mofos. What is mad,Reason and everything that we have come to accept as a social code of consciousn...Read more

classified X

My entry in the previous blog was inspired by Wendy's blog about her previous r/nship,hence it sparked off some sentiments and I used my parents as an example. I am not upset because my parents divorced. It was 2 years ago and a positive step towards a better change in their lives.

My sadness has nothing to do with a breakup,because there wasn't one? I brought up my previous r/nship because it mirrored a situation Wendy faced so,everything was related. Sometimes when u're feeling a little sad,u tend to be slightly more nostal...Read more

thank u

Dear friends

Thank u so much for your concern and kind words. It really touched my heart to receive it, and undeservingly so too. I always see myself as a little blade of grass,a weed that grows out in the wild. I daren't think I'm a desert rose,but if there is an appropriate term it might be desert weed. It's not too bad being a weed either becos it means that I'm a survivor and that I'll manage even in the harshest of circumstances without nourishment and nurturing. In many ways I have had all thru my life.

Thank...Read more

nothing.

Today was the saddest day of my life.

Why I dig being a fag hag.

Hi, I'm a fag hag. I love being a fag hag. What is a fag hag then? Have u met one before? Ever heard the definition of a "perfect" guy?

It used to puzzle me as well why I get along so well with the sistas. Notice I said sistas and not "sistas". If u aren't that familiar with your lovely gay pals, I suggest u try not to single them or alienate them with " " , cos really,small details like this gets to them,and I totally agree.

My gay pals,every one of them are talented beyond my ...Read more

My life as a fag hag.

Friend: I have a theory

Me: OH yeah? What? reading the paper and eating an oat muffin

Friend: I think I'm sexy.

Me: Yeah,cool.

Friend: HEY! I just said I think I'm sexy, and that doesn't get your attention? snatches paper away

Me: HEY!!! Why did u do that, I know U're sexy, this is old news!!!! It's like saying Angelina Jolie is pregnant. Like dude,get over it. The kids are even born,and they are twins this time.

Friend: It's hard getting your atte...Read more

Lyrics.of Ghost tunes project: Consume Me

Consume Me

Pitch black,crisp winds,howling

Outside beams a starless night

The moon skulks in steathly fear

Red Red Red

Paints the sky and my portrait

Chaos rage and silence screams

That is when I saw you

The ghost of my desire

You.

The double,a mirror of no reflection

Echoes the whispers in my ear

I'm here, you say, real real real.

My heart beats like a boisterous storm

Uph...Read more

jeff dunham is great!

Hey u guys, Jeff Dunham is a ventriloquist and a really talented one. I love his impersonations. Recently I have been watching alot of his performances,my favourite character is Jose the jalapeno!!!

Wanna know why? Go watch. I promise,it'd cheer u up,for me it kickstarts my day with a big goofy grin.

Jeff Dunham!

I dream therefore I am

I'm a dreamer.Always had,have and always will. I dream of doing great things,big things wonderful things that affect others. But as much courage as I've always had to dare to dream, I was also told bitterly by cynics,by older folks NOT to dream. Before I got to telling them,they dismissed me as naive,young and silly. Since I was a little girl, I dreamed dreamed dreamed of painting a colourless world bursting with rainbows. In my world, nobody got hurt,nobody got hungry and when people were sad,they laughed afterwards. Every fal...Read more

My date with my princess

One fine Sunny day, good friend A asked me to take her little daughter out for the day because she said she had an immediate appointment and her husband was away on a business trip. She also said,I was possibly the last person she should ask,but little Beverly had been asking about me.So.

A: Okie Lyddy darling, take care of my baby. She'll be a good kid,unless she starts feeling sleepy, or she should be fine. Here is her colouring book,some teddy grahams cookies and her milk.

I was watching these in bemused wonder...Read more