Trashed but it's not a bad thing

S: U can't keep falling ill like this. U were walking the other day and gagging.

me: Yeah,I don't know why I feel sick recently so often. I got hit by the mother of all gastritis a few times.

S: U have to be healthy Lydia. This business is also about being a good manager of your body,mind and spirit.

me: Yes.

S: I sound strict?

me: No,I get what U are saying.

S: U know U have alot of things to do right?So,don't be low on energy.How is your sleeping prob...Read more

Musings, my dears,musings.

I like musicals alot. Right now,I'm thinking back on this song I came to like called "The Stars and the moon, I'm also thinking of that movie "Honeymoon in Vegas".

Im very strange.While other people listen to loads of music to write music,I hate that. In fact I turn everything off, and then I write. In fact I don't sit down and start writing anything as people do when they seek their inspirational moments. My teacher wanted me to stick to a routine frankly,and she said to put aside the writing hou...Read more

when it hits 20 000th visitor, i shall..

I'm going to do something nice for my 20 000th visitor!

Ha,be prepared to have a poem written about u,or a song,a drawing,or some artistic photographs (not what u are thinking,u dirty mofos) hee hee OR I'll go visit u in your country.Ok,maybe not. What if Leandro decided to pop by,dang,doesn't that mean I'd have to go to Brazil?

Hello my dear friends!!!!!!! How are all of u today???????? I'm feeling GREAT!!!!! HOPE U GUYS ARE AS WELL!

Some Thoughts:

There a...Read more

Are u happy with your life?

I asked a few people that yesterday. 2 blogs ago I mentioned how I've been meandering thru this path of self doubt. I'm wandering and wondering about myself and my ideals,my goals in life. Somehow I feel like I'm growing a beard talking like this. Ar...Read more

Wandering

i'm going through this phase of self doubt now.

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this part of my life i call it: wandering.

In trouble.

A friend of mine is in a bit of a fix. And I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing by posting this up,but she called and adamantly wanted to me to show this so that u guys can tell her she's not alone. After this,I'm going to her house and tearing it down even if she doesn't open.

" Dear Lyd

I'm done. I'm done trying to do the right thing and fall and stand and fall and stand and fall again. I know it's part of the game of life,but I'm a bad gamer. Sick and tired of this trash. ...Read more

something a fan did.thank u raymond!

A fan did something really nice for me from flash,and he said it took him ages,so I thought I would share it with u all.:) Apparently he took hours becos it's tedious for flash!

http://jpgahboi.bravehost.com/Lydia.html

2 blogs ago i said ...

anyways,rgding my friend, the dude whom i was busy being evil playing little david lynch-ing games session came back and told me,he really was fascinated by the bizarre and fantastic in ...Read more

more pics

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Brain tease

Did you know that heath Ledger was named after Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights?

Anyway,my favourite books are Great Expectations and Wuthering Heights. And when people talk about love,about romance and relationships,they have an assortment of images. I don't think I have an ideal or imagined dream knight in shinning armour. I usually find that things like that don't exist and only set ourselves up to a ripple of a crescendo only to fall just as quickly in that flash. Currently I'm writing the love tracks of a film and I'...Read more

Frank Sinatra's The Way You Look Tonight

Video: http://www.youtube.com/v/dnevSE7Qo2k&hl=zh_TW&fs=1

I love this song,yes and also his other classics,but I like this version more so than the swing one. :) Don't u just love music? It's just great,calms u down,makes u happy,makes u feel upbeat and some music makes u feel more attractive for some reason. I think it's because it's a medium of bringing out the glow and light in somebody.

Ima...Read more