Let's say u have never really liked, no,fancied,no noticed XX's work when u were young,or earlier and then u meet XX and become friends. When other people ask u curiously in front of XX if u like his/her work, do u A. fakely laugh and go YEAH OF COS i LOVE IT WITH AN INTENSE PASSION
B. just nervous laugh until the cows go home
or C. look shellshocked and utter "No, Australia is part of the USA" suddenly
D. utter cooly " I don't really care seriously. And u must be joking to thin...Read more
The sky was dressed today with flourescent clouds
And charming blue
The sun and her golden rays ravished the earth
In dancing glee
The earth bustled with boisterous cheer,
In parading haste
Tap tap pitter pat tap tap
Tap unceaselessly goes the tap wet
Ghoulishly tap in red tap tap
Pitter pat in rthymic chant
Cries an angry noose in grim recount
Drip Drip Drip
In cold blood
Lovingly smothers a victim,Venus,the fly<...Read more
Dawn is near but not so here
Pitch black covers an earthen sky
Friday sings a thoughtful key
Unravelling her mastery;
Wanders independent to delight
Wendy twinkle Wendy star
Words and text have brought in clear
Your genius driven creative sears
Like fireflies with blazened wings
You dance your talents evident dear
Pretty clouds hide a sterling shine
Beaming from her sparkle -eyes
In love with nostalgia you and I
...Read moreWhen I related about eating disorders I was talking about the past. It's nice that some people are asking me if I am alright, yes i am. And I was sharing because there are many skeletons in all our closets so,most people feel they are weird or freaky and nobody understands them. In sharing this, it is in the hope that people who don't know may understand their likely-to-be sick friends. If u're a friend of a potentially anoerexic person, pls note:
Questioning their diet and being thin will make them feel alienated...Read more
i had a scary dream,i dreamt i was brutally murdered when i went to hk. and aiden was there,i dunno why,doesn't make sense.but im still scared.:(
On a night that's starless,a grim moon sits
Still as water without life and breath
My fitful dreams cast a shadow foreboding
As I enthuse,struggle, with arms flailing
Under the bell jar
In trepidation
Like an insect I watched myself in sheer fascination
Preened my flaccid limbs numbly around the walls
I try to drink,to absorb your sorrow to its fancies
Sylvia.
Would not life have had a second shot
As you inspire gene...Read more
I was watching a documentary on eating disorders after talking to Wendy about it. Apparently Dax has seen it too,it's by HBO,called Thin.
My dear friends,I used to suffer from a chronic eating disorder where I binged and binged and binged and overexercised. I almost wanted to purge and turn into a bulimic at one point because I felt so fat but I did not because erm, there's something very gross about vomitting and the toilet to me. I have this slight strange imagination. Anyhow it has never been easy maintaining bala...Read more
Video: http://www.youtube.com/v/sbWemy7dwUE&hl=en&fs=1 I've always loved this song.
Video: http://www.youtube.com/v/2KvCivMaitg&hl=en&fs=1
I saw this drama many years ago and it remains my favourite korean drama. I love the song. Ok,i know i am not supposed to like sappy korean dramas or tearjerkers.:) but this particular one wasn't so much of all those. It was about politics,tv station,ambition,betrayal,love.
Video:
I'm currently seeking treatment for a medical condition that I have. That's probably why I've written such highly emotional blogs in the past few ones. To be sick at a point where things are rosy,where u've emerged from years of buried sadness isn't great. It's ironic but I'm past being sad. Remember that day I said it was the saddest day of my life?I was sad that entire day and then I told myself,that's good enough.
Don't worry,I'm a big girl. Maybe little to some people,but a big sister to others...Read more
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