Trashed but it's not a bad thing

S: U can't keep falling ill like this. U were walking the other day and gagging.

me: Yeah,I don't know why I feel sick recently so often. I got hit by the mother of all gastritis a few times.

S: U have to be healthy Lydia. This business is also about being a good manager of your body,mind and spirit.

me: Yes.

S: I sound strict?

me: No,I get what U are saying.

S: U know U have alot of things to do right?So,don't be low on energy.How is your sleeping problem?

me: I'm a chronic insomniac.

S: Hynopsis.Do it.

me: Kindda scared to. chuckles What if my soul got lost?Hee.Well,still scared.

S: Look,u need rest,to recharge.So u can get your act together.

me: I guess.

S: What am I doing talking to u at 4am in the morning?

me: .....

S: I could be in bed but I came to see u right after my meeting. I want u to change whatever that is borthering u. Let's fix everything that's affecting u physically or mentally.

me: Thank U S. I'm really very grateful.I'm really thankful for your help.

S: U are going to see alot of my strict,fierce no-nonsense attitude. I want u to stop being excessive. Stop binging when U feel a little troubled and then feeling guilty afterwards. This is an eating disorder! I want u to go see a nutritionist. I'll take u,make sure u eat proper meals and exercise properly. Look,the path u're heading is downhill if u don't fix this.

me: I am excessive.I admit.

S: Noone is perfect,I want a full rundown of what u are going to eat everyday and your exercise routine. I will not tolerate excessiveness. I know u might want to leave Tw now and then for other projects,but I want u to focus. Let's focus on making kickass music.CONCENTRATE. Don't let me down.Don't let yourself down.

me: yes sir.

S: Get in shape soon,u have photoshoots.

me: To be honest,I really wanted to go to HK to support my gd friend's dior's exhibition!

S: Visa problems,your permit takes time to process. Go to HK after u've fixed these things up. I know u are dying to go back to LA. Once we hit a certain target, I'll personally drive u myself cross country in the US.

me: U're right. It's ok,I'm able to get up. This is just another little hill,nothing that I cannot fix.

PS : Wow,wonder who that lucky 20 000th visitor will be! Hee