Like a Pigeon

The urge of going home is stronger then ever.  Here in the city of broken dreams you walk as a shell.  Thick and hard on the outside but what lies inside is unexplainable.  You really have to walk it to know it.  Some call it darkness, loneliness, and bitterness.  I call it chicken shit, anti-social, and just plain lazy.  Yeah that’s me.  I realize that part of me while residing here.  My "passion" and motivation seems to diminish everyday.

Maybe it’s a sign for change.  

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Where I am now

Do you really wanna know where I am??  You don't, will i'll tell you anyways.  I'm currently at a friends house waiting to head up for the Fresno New Year, of course already I heard the weather is bad this weekend...cold, rain...this time of season sucks.  So, here i am typing away while they are getting ready.  Hmm, I should of stop by my co-workers place to grab a few drinks and laughs, i'm sure they are all have a blast. errrrrrr.  So where am I now? I mean in Life.  Hmm, lets see, still working at BCBG doing payroll, workin...Read more

The ritual

Stepping off the plane and on to MN soil brings me memories both happy and sad.  It was a weird feeling it felt as if I never left and everything was the same, yet things has somehow changed since I've been gone.  I couldn't explain the feelings and thoughts.  I was just glad to be home again.  Of course as luck my bring it, it was snowing but that's okay caused I miss that too, well sort of...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

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The Ice House

Okay,

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So tonight I went to support my former roommate Drew at one of his stand-up shows at The Ice House in ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /> Pasadena.  I had a blast, exception to having to buy two beverages to attend plus the additional $10 entrance fee, but it was all for the support of my buddy and to experience it for the first time.

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Alone

First off I want to thank you for taking your time to read my rant and rave section here on myspace.  I know most of you have tons of other things you rather do but you decided to invest what little time you have to see what I'm blogging about.  So here it goes.

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You may question why I title this blog "Alone".  Will it speaks for its self doesn't it.  I am Alone, or I feel alone, etc…

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