i hope i don’t jump off the ledge.

Having a shoot later today – whole day. Filming a Puttnam School student film called “Redemption” & I’m playing the female lead, Liza. Gonna have a suicide scene tomorrow & I keep having this feeling that I’m gonna really leap off the ledge.

must get this thought out of my mind!

It’s the 7th month – Hungry Ghost Festival – and I’m filming this suicide short film. Haha. Anyway I don’t believe in ghosts & I will continually pray in tongues to keep the evil spirits away from me! ...Read more

dare to lust.

Near the end of July, I played the lead role – Chanel – in a student short film done by the Ngee Ann Polytechnic students. The shoot lasted over three days, and we filmed at various parts of the Ngee Ann Poly campus – at the carpark, the Halo Bar & The Loft (student & staff lodgings). I rarely participate in student short films nowadays, but this role was interesting so I decided to give it a try.

**Synopsis:

Ben is in search of his long-lost sister, Ying Ying. After saving Chanel from a drunkard, both are instantly attr...Read more

summer girls – 1999.

This song brings back **MEMORIES!!

It was my absolute favourite song back in 1999.**

P.S. I wear Abercrombie & Fitch. Hehe.

programming my subconscious.

“Consult not your fears, but your hopes & your dreams.

Think not about your frustrations,

but about your unfulfilled potential.

Concern yourself not with what you tried & failed in,

but with what is still possible for you to do.”

- Pope John XXIII -

**Focus on who I am, and be the best ‘ me‘ I can be.

I decide to succeed.

My life is dependent on what I do.**

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listing your successes. listing happy things.

Read an actors’ handbook today, which encouraged me to list my successes. So I can build on them. Listened to the radio, and the DJ encouraged us to list 3 happy things at the end of every day, so it can bring more happiness to us.

So here goes…

**My Happy Things Today 1. Visited the Art Museum – got in touch with my creative side!

1. My SCGS kids enjoyed today’s class ( I think!), even though it was early in the morn

2. Got into the Actors’ Scene workshop & the Dir...Read more

strawberry on the shortcake.

When you eat a strawberry shortcake, do you eat the strawberry first, or do you leave it to the last? Do you enjoy your favourite parts first, because you’re afraid someone else will take it from you? Or do you enjoy it last, BECAUSE it is your favourite?

Two different life philosophies. Two different kinds of people. A love story. Growing to know who the real you is. A 2001...Read more

preparation, focus… a sense of purpose.

“If something is not happening for you,

it doesn’t mean it’s never going to happen.

It means you’re not ready for it.”

- Unknown -

Spent some time in His presence last Friday and offered up my dreams to Him. Let go of my dreams… Offered him my talents, my gifts, my treasures. A time of breaking…Coming to the end of my tether, which means I need to cling on to Him. Otherwise, I really cannot persevere on anymore. Such a struggle – clingi...Read more