i hope i don’t jump off the ledge.

Having a shoot later today – whole day. Filming a Puttnam School student film called “Redemption” & I’m playing the female lead, Liza. Gonna have a suicide scene tomorrow & I keep having this feeling that I’m gonna really leap off the ledge.

must get this thought out of my mind!

It’s the 7th month – Hungry Ghost Festival – and I’m filming this suicide short film. Haha. Anyway I don’t believe in ghosts & I will continually pray in tongues to keep the evil spirits away from me! Laura starts muttering in tongues haha.

Anyway, it’s considered work ‘cos I’m getting paid for this student film. PTL.

Had a stage play audition today. Was late ‘cos my phone hanged at 7:30a.m. & I only realised it at 9:30a.m.! Thank God I was only 20 minutes late.

Oh yes, the “Silence of the Lambs” scene work session went really well. Producer-director Malcolm Young, the invited “teacher” that day, commented that I gave a nice performance & gave me one or two pointers. Happy I’m going back to do Scene Work next week with another actress… Looking for a suitable scene now.

But I better get to bed soon. Before I really jump off the ledge tomorrow. ahhhhh