i feel like a completely transformed person compared to who i was just a few months ago.
to take an idea in my head and to bring it to fruition has been the most exhilarating experience. i am so thankful for what my career has given me so far, and i’m not talking money or recognition. but rather, all my experience in this crazy town has given me the tools to begin creating on my own. i no longer feel eternally suspended mid air, wondering when i’ll book another job, wondering when auditions will start picking up, or being afraid of losing representation.
instead, i am in the best place i can possibly imagine — exercising the great gift of forward thinking. now i ask myself, “what shall i create next?”
these last few months have been invaluable to my career, i can tell. and i am so grateful for all the people who believed in the project as much as i did after hearing my pitches and seeing my treatments. these people gave me so many hours of their time and energy (quite the precious commodity in this city), and were willing to do so without monetary gain. it’s amazing how far an idea can take you.
this spirit of collaboration is fuel for me. and it makes me want to give back to everyone who helped me. these are all talented artists with special skills, and we all compliment each other. not to say there weren’t tense moments when we were under tremendous pressure during the shoot. but out of that pressure, so much MAGIC happened. hahaha…….i just can’t even describe that feeling.
i am so excited to continue on this amazing journey.
i am so excited to continue sharing my wacky ideas with the world.
and i hope that they inspire you, like you inspire me every day.
http://www.cutebutdeadly.net http://www.twitter.com/cutebutdeadly http://www.youtube.com/cutebutdeadlyfilms