Baby Got Back!!!

Being back in HK has really been nice. I didn't realize how much I missed it here. I guess living here for so long has made me used to it....I'm still adjusting to Shanghai and there is just a lot things that I used to have here that I don't have over there. 

Well...coming back....I've been charged with a positive energy. ....going to church yesterday...?   Well...I had a good rehearsal last night for Musical Moments...and I feel a lot more confident than I did 3 years ago for the first Musical Moments.  I've decided to stop feeling negative about things.  I used to sing a song..and think to myself....I sang that really bad....but..no more!  As my voice teacher, David, once said "you have to act like a diva when you are on stage!".  hahaha....So, I've decided that from now on.....I'm going to appreciate my voice and love it for what I have.  I used to wish that my voice sounded like a black person...and sounded sultry or whatever!  But...from now on, I won't think negative thoughts about my voice.....

Another note....I'm going to ignore those weight comments...and when I look in the mirror....from now on....I'm going to have a slim perfect body....just the way God created me....I used to look in the mirror or look at photos and only look for one thing...and that's if I was fat or not....ever see that cartoon where there's a woman standing in front of a mirror who is perfectly fine...but...the reflection is this fat person?.....that WAS me!  Now, I'm not going to care about other people's comments....or worry about what others see all the time....I used to walk into a function feeling like I was fat and all the reporters were going to make comments!  Not anymore....because curvy is beautiful and you're just jealous!!!   look out Beyonce and Jennifer Lopez....cuz this baby's got back!