what's the saddest???

Lately, this phrase ,these words, this idea has abstractly on and off my mind.

Make a difference.....how may I make a difference to...........what,who???

how could I may i differnce?

how may i make a difference??

I sincerely praying for the answer.........and I do believe it will become so clear oneday that I wont miss it....now it's a like a half-a-hole in my heart. cos I only know I have the abiltity to make a differnce.....without the object.......the last missing 'word' of  the sentence.

But U know what's the ' Saddest?'

It's that U know where U could make a difference and you didnt make that difference.

That's an ultimate waste and the source of unhappiness.

Regretful, it might turn I suspect.........sometime later