Whether it's from extreme tireness, which is from preparing launch from my TV station,
or it's my own messiness, that I got my eyes infected......
I now have to be so concious on where my fingers has landed ,
and I have to intentional to fight off my fingers reaching for my eyes while they are itchy.
Slightly Pinkish in both tips of my left/right eye........
Once it's exposed...infected.....looks like everything, everywhere got enough gems to attack
the present eyes....unlike muscle fatigue, u cant rest them well.
I m a very lazy person...lazy to go c my doctor......
ending up 1st calling my monring hostesss, a opticals store owner....
see if she got any eye drops.... that magically , welll acceidentally that may have cured
the red.,...didnt work..........'if it prolongs...go c a doctor' on the fine clause on the bottle...
Still beleieve in the power of rest and knowledge...
i wernt into a pharmacy store...let her see my eyess and let her recommened.......
Pharmist in Toronto cant recommend cos it's goverened by law...
but she's nice....she says this one of the stronger types....i bought it, used it.......
well..........little pinkish left. Still struggling to go see a doctor or not........it's a weekend.
I was extremely tired oneday.........u know how sometimes we all use our fingers to roll the
eyes while we are tired to temporary relieve pressures and tireness from the eyes...
just like if we on our computer too long....we did that too..........
when we streched the limit both mind and body.......
we become vulenrable.......cos we never know which parts of our body has reached
the breaking pt.
This time my eyes.....I believe it's only a reflection/representation of part of my
current physical condition........a sign to tell me....to rest.....
I guess all has experienced at one pt in their life....
some event, something that demanded so muh time....
'I cant dont have enoughht time.." 'I just cant stop right njow'.......
Results.......infected eyes.
As I were typing, I see all the germs that were hidden in the leaks of my 5 yr old
samsung keyboard.
I think I have go wash hand now.
We dont necessarily followed what's should be done....
only when things happened.....they always direct us back to the right way.
'if it prolongs....go c doctors'
still puzzling...lol
j
a journey of feeling content. Everyday i pray this little prayer sometimes with my eyes closed sometimes not..... let me be real let me be honest let m