are the 2 words that I was thinking of blogging on today,
cos that's the time I had ,
manythings on my mind, that i'd seen,had happened, thought of..........
so much to share but at the same time....so little time.....
tied down by work.......i do enjoy my work....but not at all costs.
What's my most desried lifestyle........??I asked my quite frequent lately....
what's yours???
That determines what I chose over........
if I had all the desired work i wanted .....i should be happy.............
yet losing out time sharing , or even telling or refelcting.....but left only with sheer tireness,
Does that worth it??? Cos one can always find reason to justify oneself....
we are very good at that.....if we say we want to be fair to ourslves....
from time to time...no matter how busy...
i must review....to know what's really matter to me and adjust......
2 Happy things...well...super happy things.
a)Awhile back about someone named J's mama(grandma) gravely illed...
lifesupporting tube being taken out....(details some blogs back)
She awakes!! She can eat now!!! She went home(not heaven)!!!!
only soft and liquiid food tho....(Angry mood tho)
cos people wontlet her eat solid food....I m happy for her that she can be angry
that means she's well alive!!!!
I try to visit her and give her a kiss on the cheek
2nd happy thing
Edison Chan had shown up in Toronto to support his signed group farmers.
I didnt see him in person...only on Toronto Mingpao www.mingpaotor.com
yesterday (toronto version) Jan26....with a smile in between farmers.
Everyone desevres 2nd chance.
This is what love and forgiveness we learned and taught about...
Being non judgemental cos at times we had much bigger crimes/sins whatever we called it
(Only done in secret)
we love to cast Stones....but I love to beleive,
there's no so called bigger/smaller sins.
A teacher never take xxxxxxx photos ,he lied and cheated to his wife that still said he loved her
and his mind was not in her...................which is bigger sin.
Judging people.......are we perfect?
or we prefer to take on the role of a beauty pageant panelist....
we might not be the pretteist people on earth yet we have handed power and position
so we use it to destroy to gain .............
i have many sins......but i m forgiven.
That's why one can move....can breath normal under the sun with clean air....
Man are all created equal.
Happy New Year of OX
j
a journey of feeling content. Everyday i pray this little prayer sometimes with my eyes closed sometimes not..... let me be real let me be honest let m