March 22, 2007 | 2007年3月22日

《投名状》还没拍完，突然又进入了新的工作，已经开始为《 J&J 》做造型。其实我很不喜欢种做面具的工作，做过很多次，但是每次都不喜欢。当你把很多的东西扣在头上，完全看不见，呼吸也越来越小，一点点的鼻子可以呼吸，你完全不能自主。如果有人堵到鼻子，那窒息的感觉就很强烈了。在近两个小时做这个工作的时候，我尽可能的保持平静，在念经，默想。

可能我不大忌讳，所以常常谈到死亡。我曾经为了解死亡专程修行过，学习过。我觉得如果倒过来想，在这个世界上有谁只生而不死呢？去了解了死亡，给我的体验是可以更好的珍惜生活，珍惜每一天现在的生活。这才是我学习死亡的真正原因，我可以更专心的每一天好好的工作，好好的做事，好好的对待家人，有非常不同的感觉，并不悲观，充满了更大的乐观。

THE WARLORDS has not finished yet but I’ve already started working on the next project. I started wardrobe fitting on the J&J project. I had to do a face mold for this project. Actually I really dislike the face mold process. I’ve done it many times but each time I am reminded about how much I dislike it. When you have a lot of stuff on your head, you can hardly see and hardly breathe. I feel a loss of self control. Once your air paths are blocked, it’s a very uncomfortable feeling. During the two hours of face mold work, I tried to remain very quiet and at peace, in a meditative phase.

Perhaps I’m a bit unconventional, I often think of death. As I’ve mentioned before, to understand death I once attended a special retreat to better understand it. If you think about it, no one has come into this world without dying. On the flip side, if you better understand death, you can better appreciate every day on Earth and enjoy life. This is actually the main reason for studying death. I can now better appreciate life and understand how to live each day with full happiness. I understand how to handle things in life and treat everyone with the respect they deserve. It’s not a pessimistic view, rather a very optimistic outlook on life.