Close to death

Living in a city doesn't seem to be safer than being naked alone in an african or south american jungle..

Last sunday i went back to the baseball pitch after so many years. Right after i left the pitch i encountered another incident that put i so close to death. Reckoned back repeatly in all circumstances it shows that if i were 0.1 second slower i would have been more than heavily crushed. It's the thrid time in life i was real close to death, not including those snakebites or other animal attacks.

i survive, but i will have to pay for keeping my soul's light on. From this incident i learnt that strangers or general friends are truer than family and those i see important to i. This lets i down the most, not the accident, nor the consequence. Cops asked if i was scared. i said i wasn't. was calm truly. They seemed to be more scared than i. Truly, i wasn't scared of death, but i won't want my body and my mind shut down before i can make something enough to contribute to the earth that created i.

it hurts to face the fact that my closest ones were among the ones who misconceive i the most. it hurts to realize the family sees i so small, while i see them so big of mine. Now i'm telling yall no, i ain't no risk-lover. i ain't no cold-blooded. i ain't no aloof, nor irresponsible. i dig participating in social life as human is social animal. i luv my life either. i never like to take any risk that is not worthwhile. I try my best to keep i survive. Every animal appears on this mother earth has a mission - to reproduce the possibly the best offspring of its own tribe. City people are reversing and tryin to make its new world order.

Many asked why do i like animals so. i always said it's natural. the animals are natural, and i naturally like natural beings. Now i'm getting more sure. Am juz a natural nerd. i would follow what animals do, what animals are supposed to do. i'm forgetting those who mistake i including family and the closest ones. My mother is the mighty holly earth.

what possibly could be worse? i survive, yea it was a great fortune. what possibly could be better? Having come across possibly the worst and possibly the best in life. Now on i am even bolder, and carefreer. i will do anything with no limitation.