I struggled to make myself disappear into the past
When reminiscing about particular moments,
I will remember what happened more clearly,
And the details will be portrayed more precisely.
I gradually begin to forget about these souls.
Sometimes, the realities of the real world will still flash through my mind,
But I will suppress these thoughts almost immediately.
I’m thinking like a child, reminiscing like a child,
Gradually becoming a child.
And I’ve almost succeeded.
Craziness is waiting for me; craziness is waving its hand at me.
I’ll be living in a lie,
But this will be a lie that’s full of peace and consolation
I’m looking forward to this lie, did all my best to make it real, and success is near!
I feel myself moving towards it…
Inching closer…
I’m touching it
Exploring it
Getting ready to embrace the world of that lie…| 我掙扎著想消失在過去之中
每一次重新溫習某一個時刻,
我就會把事情記得更清楚,
把戲節描繪得越精準.
我漸漸開始遺忘這些靈魂.
有時候真實世界裡的真實還是會閃現腦際,
但我馬上就把它們壓制下來.
我如小孩般思考,如一個小孩般回憶,
漸漸變成一個小孩.
我幾乎就要成功了.
瘋狂在等著我,瘋狂它伸出手在歡迎我.
我將活在一個謊言中,
但這將會是一個和平而令人感到慰藉的謊言.
我渴望這個謊言,竭盡所能使它成真,眼看就要成功了!
我感覺到自己慢慢向它靠近....
慢慢靠近...
我觸摸著著它
探索著它
準備進入那謊言的世界當中...| 我挣扎着想消失在过去之中 每一次重新温习某一个时刻, 我就会把事情记得更清楚, 把戏节描绘得越精准. 我渐渐开始遗忘这些灵魂. 有时候真实世界裡的真实还是会闪现脑际, 但我马上就把它们压制下来. 我如小孩般思考,如一个小孩般回忆, 渐渐变成一个小孩. 我几乎就要成功了. 疯狂在等着我,疯狂它伸出手在欢迎我. 我将活在一个谎言中, 但这将会是一个和平而令人感到慰藉的谎言. 我渴望这个谎言,竭尽所能使它成真,眼看就要成功了! 我感觉到自己慢慢向它靠近.... 慢慢靠近... 我触摸着着它 探索着它 准备进入那谎言的世界当中...
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