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Hawaii Behind the Scenes - Starwood 'Wish Upon A Star'

HAWAII

夏威夷

EPISODE 3!!! Watch it before you read my blog （Contains spoilers) !!! 快看第三集！

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTCb2kz1gwU 第三集視頻優酷： http://v.youku.com/vshow/idXMjY1Nzg3MzQw.html 夏威夷幕後。。。

11 years later 11年后 Hawaii was absolutely amazing... It was a lot better than I remembered in year 2000 - a whopping 11 years ago! Time really flies. Back then, I was flown to Honolulu to record my first CD with Tetsuya Komuro. We stayed at Waikiki just like this tim except I spent most days in the studio. This time around, we actually got to see more than the breath-taking Waikiki beach.

夏威夷的景色绝对美不胜收。。。比起11年前还要棒！时间过得真快。那时，为了录制我的与Tetsuya Komuro第一张专辑，我飞往檀香山。同样的，我们就住在檀香山。唯一不同的是，大多时间，我都在录音室里度过。而这一次，我们确能真正的享受着檀香山的海滩与美景。

Most memorable moment 最难忘的一刻

Nothing beat our trip out to the ocean on a catamaran this time.... where we sailed freely with the winds into the open sea against a double rainbow. I put on my 'i’m on a boat' iphone playlist and I danced and swung my arms around like a mad woman haha by this time (i.e. Episode 3 - the whole crew know I’m a bit of a nutter.) The crew hired another boat which sailed along us filming us as we went along and to our surprise, we saw a pod of dolphins swim right past us! They swam right past the front of the boat flipping and jumping as they went by. And the cameras swiftly shifted their focus onto the beautiful creatures. By the time we managed to stop the boat, they were soaring along in the distance towards the horizon. This was my first time ever seeing dolphins in the wild and let me tell you it’s a trip! It definitely beats ocean park and the freedom that you feel when you see them seems to forever resonate in your heart. At that moment, I had to stop my racing mind and appreciate how lucky I am to be able to do what I love as a career and be there experiencing this.

能划着双体船航向海洋，这是我此行最难忘的亲体验。随着风向，自由自在的航行至公海，同时拥有一道漂亮的双彩虹为背景。戴上耳机，听着我的iPhone音乐，像似着了魔的疯婆跳舞，双手左右摇摆（一同相处了一段时间的制作单位这时都知道其实我还蛮疯狂）。制作组为了拍摄，也租了另一只船与我们并肩航行。沿着海洋拍摄的当儿，最让我们雀跃万分的是看到了海豚与我们擦肩而过！看着他们游过船时，左右翻转，跳跃水面的画面实在难得。而相机也瞬间向着海豚们，将这美丽的画面拍了下来。当我们终于把船只停下来，海豚们已直往地平线。这是我生平第一次在海中央看到海豚！这简直胜过海洋公园，况且此画面将永远在你心中产生共鸣。在那一刻，我不得不感恩，不仅能以我的兴趣当职业，也深感幸运能够在拍摄期间，拥有这突入其来的完美回忆。  

Peter and I got into our wet suits, flippers and snorkeling gear and dove into the ever blue. Ken, April, Sean all got in the water with us with their underwater equipment and filmed us swimming past. It was incredible!That’s a first! I found out soon after that this series would be my first for many things... First onscreen kiss, first dolphin experience, first double rainbow, first proposal and more...

穿上潜水衣，脚蹼和潜水装备的我们潜入那美如蓝宝石般的海洋。这令人难以置信的镜头一一由制作组捕捉入镜！这可是史无前列的一次经验！仔细想想，参与这浪漫片的制作让我经历不少第一次吖。。。如，第一次于屏幕上献吻，第一次与海豚同行的经验，第一道双彩虹，第一次的求婚等等。。。

We got back onto shore and enjoyed the most stunning sunset of my life holding hands and staring into each others eyes. It was cinematically romantic :)

回到岸上，我们手牵手，深情地互望。享受着我这一生中最迷人的日落手牵着手。电影里的情节，实在浪漫哦：）

Turning on the waterworks 開動水龍頭

Then came a huge shift of emotions. That night I had to prepare for the big crying scene. I remember being told once that the audience love to see the lead girl suffer. So my moment came. I prepared myself for hours starting dinner putting myself in the mood that would allow me to cry, except every time before tears would come pouring I would tell myself that I’m strong and disallow it. Then I would continue with the thought process of bringing myself down... and again just before I wanted to cry, I would stop myself and tell myself ‘I won’t cry. I won’t cry’. So this continued for a few hours until just before the camera started rolling. As the camera began to roll, the emotions that I held back for the past few hours were simply to hard to bare... and being strong was out of the question. I fell to my knees and the waterworks began... I had taken off my contact lens by then and couldn’t see everyone too clearly. After the scene ended... I got up and realized that a crowd had emerged around the beach to watch me cry. It was pretty weird. The weirdest thing was some Japanese tourists asking to take photos with me with my makeup rundown onto my cheeks and tears all over my face.

情绪准备就绪 情绪上有了巨大的变化。那天晚上，有场哭戏。我得培养情绪。有人说，要有收视率，女主角要有惨痛的经历，受过煎熬，观众才会喜欢。从晚餐前的几个小时开始，我就开始培养情绪，调整我的心情。每次当眼泪就快掉落时，我都回告诉我自己，我不能哭！我得坚强。连续几次都是如此。频频告诉我自己，我不能哭。尽力的压抑着那想哭的冲动。直至正式开拍后，我再也压抑不住。我在镜头前，完全失去控制，我终于哭了！为了这场哭戏，我把我的隐性眼镜拿下，什么也看不太清晰了。导演一喊“咔”，我的心情终于渐渐地平复下来，同时也意识到周围挤满了人群围绕着海滩，看着我哭。感觉非常奇怪。更奇怪的是，就算我把妆给哭花了，一些日本游客竟要求与我合照留念。实在不可思议。

That night I couldn’t sleep despite an early 4am call time the next day to the big island. It’s hard you know... pulling yourself out of that state. You give so much of yourself into a scene and you convince yourself into a certain mindset - in this case, a very negative one... and then trying to snap out of it and be all happy again... Your mind starts to wonder... who am I? How do I really feel? Can I really fool myself into feeling something so different? Or do I actually feel that way and I’m simply denying it. Anyway... it’s a mind screw haha

隔天早上4点，我有个通告，但我就偏偏睡不着。花了心思，感情培养出的情绪，想要抽出，确实不容易。更何况，这是一次那么悲痛的心情。真的好辛苦哦！一时之间，你仿佛忘了自己到底是谁，情绪的错乱，现实与虚幻，什么是真，什么是假。。。我自己也摸不着头脑，哈哈哈

Many firsts in this series... My first onscreen kiss! 种种的第一。。。我的初吻！

Tomorrow is another day they say...

有人说，明天又是另一个开始。。。

The next morning, we got on a little plane over to big island. I finally shook off the depression from the night before and we drove around the hillsides and lava fields enjoying the scenery along the way... we went to see the volcano (which erupted that morning!!!) and drove past the most southest point in the USA. It was refreshing soaking up the beautiful morning rays. At some point, I was soo excited and full of life that I vowed never to miss another sunrise or sunset again. Well that vow was short-lived. Hehe waking up at early hours has never been my forte.

Oh, did I mention Peter is also a pretty good driver! We had fun blasting music on the radio and cruising with zero traffic! The evening of shooting ended with my first onscreen kiss on the mountain top... which was interesting to say the least... hahahaha

隔天一早，我们乘搭一架小型飞机来到了“大岛”。我终于摆脱了昨天的悲伤。沿着山坡和熔岩，欣赏着大自然，让我的心情轻跃多了。一路上我们也经过刚于尽早爆发的火山。实在不可思议。吸收着清晨的阳光，感觉。。。漂亮。我誓言从此不可错失任何晨曦或晚霞。可惜啊，这誓言不成就！因为，早起并不是我的强项啊！我太爱我的床了！哈哈哈

So here’s what happened... Ken - the director says, alright you two lovebirds, walk up this path and say your lines (no mention of a kiss right?!) in my mind, I figured... I guess they will shoot it separately and cut it together..? so anyway, we did as Ken told and walked up - said our lines and as we finished our lines Peter turns to face me. I am in the moment, and another moment goes by and another moment goes by.

事情是这样的。。。导演对这我俩说，你们俩，沿着这小径走去，别忘了台词噢（他没提到接吻吧？！）我心想，或许吻戏将以科技剪接完成？我也就没想太多。我们就这样走着，退了台词。忽然，Peter面转向我。等着。。。一分一秒过去了。。。

Silence.

现场一片安静。

Then I’m thinking in my head: ‘wow he’s looking real deep into my eyes, this is getting awkward! Why isn’t Ken cutting?’

他深深地望着我，好尴尬阿！怎么导演还不喊咔呢？

Before I could collect my thoughts and figure out what’s happening... Peter is already leaning forward for the kill (I MEAN KISS) and my heart panics! ‘Holyyyycraappppp...... hereee we gooooo’ and his lips touch mine and we kiss.

我还没来得及整理我的思绪，他已慢慢的靠了过来。我的心蹦蹦地跳着。啊！他吻了我！轻柔的双唇，啊。。。

I froze!

我整个人呆了！

Yes. I froze. At that moment, I totally forgot how to kiss...

哈，我确实呆住了。一时之间，我忘了如何接吻。。。

I didn’t know what to do with my hands, I didn’t know what to do with my body, my head or anything! I felt like a teenager experiencing her first kiss. Anyway, I quickly tried to sort out my scrambled thoughts which were like eggs and toast and I decide that I should move my hands up to hold him or ‘DO SOMETHING’ I remember hearing my head say... except my hand gets caught under his big coat as I lift them and it looks like I’m grabbing his butt! And finally..... after what seemed like a century - Ken said ‘cut’.

这突如其来的吻，让我完全失去知觉。失去了方向感，仿佛初吻的感觉，完全不知道該怎麼反影。不过，很快的，我回过神来，我告诉自己，我该伸出我的手，紧紧地抱住他。但偏偏我的手不听使唤。在想抱他的那一刻。。。我的手被他的大衣给扣住了，从镜头看去，犹如我正抓住他的屁股！导演终于喊了一声“咔”。短短的几分钟，感觉有如一世纪。

I swear I could hear them laughing although that could also be in my head and I turned away from the camera and felt my face go bright red - which never happens!!!! I don’t blush! and I felt like a tomato just roasted and fresh out of the oven. My face was so warm and gooey you could eat it.

从来不脸红的我，我憋过脸，背向着镜头，感觉我脸通红！全身发软，红通通的。我只听见工作人员们在一旁大笑。换了是我，我想我也会大笑吧。

Yes. So THAT was my first onscreen kiss - obviously we couldn’t use that shot of me ‘seemingly’ touching Peter’s butt so we had to do it again - except this time I was prepped on what was going to happen. It was... hm... interesting to say the least... and probably I’ll remember it for years to come. And by the way, it’s so much easier to kick someone’s ass!

就这样，我献上了我的“初吻”。很显然的，刚拍的那场吻戏不被导演接受。得重拍。有了上一次的经验，这次显得容易多了。我将会是我永远的回忆。无论如何，与武打戏比起来，都是武打戲轻松多了！哈哈

The Hawaiin crew laughed about the whole situation. I overheard in the back ‘Wow, can’t believe it took them 3 episodes to kiss! If this were an American series, he’d be taking her back to his room in episode 1!’ Haha so I guess moral of the story is Cheers to cultural differences! :P

整个夏威夷的制作组都笑开了！有人喊道“真是这样吗？他们拍了三集，现在才接吻？这要是美国剧集，男主角早就把女主角带进房咯！哈哈哈。我想这大概是基于不一样的文化吧！