So the last few months or years I should say have been challenging. Being a businesses owner, a mother, entrepreneur, wife, model, TV presenter and in addition battling SLE have really left me with zero time for myself. I would never change my life in anyway as it's chaos inspires and motivates me. It's who I'am and somehow through the madness most of the time I'm able to laugh off the problems and remain positive but there are those weeks that really just get on top of you. This has been one of those weeks. Now instead of getting myself down I'm going to spend the whole day with my best girlfriends drinking belinins eating amazing food, laughing possibly crying hopefully dancing if I can stay awake past 8. I can't remember the last time I took the time to do this and let's say it's long over due!

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