day 2 in NYC

watched 9 to 5 the musical and it's awesome..... dang too bad I didn't have time for a Starbucks before show and my jet lag kicked in in the first act.... I hate it when I actually enjoy a show but yet dosed off because of jet lag..... anyways downed a cup in the intermission and really really enjoyed the 2nd half the show is AWESOME!!!!! LOVED the following songVideo: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQyRUFiVJukdid a lot today, chilled in Central Park with my chi...Read more

I'm in New York!!!!!!!

WOWWW I'm in New York, and weather is BEAUTIFUL!!!! a lot to update but let me get over this jet lag first :Pa few pic for now Read more

old show clip with Andy Smith, 'In L.A' from Fame

wowww I finally get it get it done here is a clip of myself back in London singing one of my favorite songs with my favorite MD Andy Smith man I was young, and.......'round'enjoy Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P67L4EGkkSA

you villain!!!!

haahaaa my staging fighting exam with my god friend back in the good old days... haahaa look at me!!! Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XosB5mvjLY

haaha the kids are cute but I look like a mad woman

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oc_jpz7F5eg&feature=channel_page

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a little clip to share for what we did in Henan trip withthe kids....

Nevermind of broken Mandarin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtbAaju8wQ4&feature=channel

you mean mean one

It has been soooooo long

And i'm still hurting

I am not going to entertain these thoughts

I dun care if i'm escaping or what

It's pretty doomed anyways

the phone you bought me is dead

So is your love

What more is there to say?

What more is there to cling on to?

If you care, even a tiny bit, you would've called

You should know how i feel

Even if you dun

I'm sure you were told

And yet you are still hiding

You sai...Read more

BS~out of rage

If i were smart

I would have pretened that i dun give a shit

I would've played hard to get

I would've loved you less

I would've slaped you when you dumped me

I would have left you before you dumped me

I would've be with someone by now

I would've went out with someone else but you in the first place

I would be doing anything but this right now

y oh y???

have you guys ever had that experience?

the more your try to love someone

the more you hurt them?.

i used to be a strong believer of 'being honest'

my theroy was if you were gonna hurt them anyways, might as well tell them the truth as the truth is often better than what they think in their head...

but now.... i dun know .... i can still be honest most of the time, but for people I care , or i should care the most . i.e. family.... I'm picking up this 'white lie' thing or this ' waht t...Read more

forget your 'RIGHT'

We all think that it's our right to be happy and that it's our sole purpose in life, but wait! If it is, why are we suffering so bad on our way to that happiness? ' you want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask god. When you ask, you do not recieve, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.' ~jas 4:2-3  what if life is not about our RIGHT to be happy and ther...Read more

Let me lean on you

For i am so broken

I've tried it all before

Once again i'm in this swamp

Strving to breathe

I tried crying and begging

Reasoning and scream

Nothing ever helped

And i woke up this morning

With the weight upon my chest

Once again feeling it's a long battle ahead

Then a voice within goes'Whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it'

That's a new light

Something i've...Read more