Let me lean on you

For i am so broken

I've tried it all before

Once again i'm in this swamp

Strving to breathe

I tried crying and begging

Reasoning and scream

Nothing ever helped

And i woke up this morning

With the weight upon my chest

Once again feeling it's a long battle ahead

Then a voice within goes'Whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it'

That's a new light

Something i've never tried before

Somewhere i've never been

To die is to save?

Lords i need your wisdom

That's my only hope

What if it doesn't work still?

What if i'm in for yet another disappointment and heartache?

Can i bear another scar one more time?

Lord please give me courage

Father help me die

I'm not going anywhere by holding on so tight

Maybe it really is time to let go and just fall free

Maybe, just maybe, i'd like it

Maybe just maybe that's the remedy i've been searching for

Maybe just maybe i'm never meant to fight like this

Maybe just maybe to die is to gain

Father come and heal

Put your arms around me

Your percious little daughter

For i've been crying for so long

too long

Let me lean on you...