y oh y???

have you guys ever had that experience?

the more your try to love someone

the more you hurt them?.

i used to be a strong believer of 'being honest'

my theroy was if you were gonna hurt them anyways, might as well tell them the truth as the truth is often better than what they think in their head...

but now.... i dun know .... i can still be honest most of the time, but for people I care , or i should care the most . i.e. family.... I'm picking up this 'white lie' thing or this ' waht they dun know don't hurt' and it turns out that they are even mroe worry than ever.... OH My. and it stressed me out...

the more I try to protect them, the more they are worrying . and the thing is ... i used to be a worry pot, but now knowing the Christ is with me, i'm soooo muxch mroe chill. however since my family is not christian I can't really explain to them why they dun need to worry......

why is it sooo much easier to share my believe to random strangers than to my family...

sigh.....