it has been an important day of my life, for i'm filled with peace, thankfulness and confident

today is a very very special day, for those who are not Christian, bear with me .... but today is a miracle day and i'm really really thankful for that.

it's a really long story and at the moment i'm not too sure how much can i reveal. but basically i had to face a pretty important challenge today, but with god's help i was filled with peace and the whole way. i know no matter what happen, it's for a good reason and god is really with me all the way . i'd only need to follow his guide and he'll show me his plan..... anyways i fail the challenge, which i'd normally feel really chaken up and lost all my confidence. but instead . i was filled with peace and joy. and more importantly i've NEVER been more confident in myself than today. i know where i am and what i'm good at . and many many people around me have been telling me how much they appreciate me and was shocked by the fact that i failed the challenge..... and i'm really really thankful..... i never realised the tiny little things that i did would be helping others out and what it meant to them.and the fact that they are tellign me all that means soooo much to me . i'm glad to know that i'm somehow making it a better world for them, and i'm soooooo moved

it's such a WONDERFUL feeling to know that even i've failed the challenge, and many other 'bad things ' that happened recently i've gained myself a lot of friendship and respect.  i finally understand that  GOOD or even BETTER things come out of 'bad experience'

and i'm really really thankful to the lord for being with me all the time thru ups and downs and make me realise something that can not be seen but is way more important in life....

so here is to all my friends, who supported me along the way, THANK YOU, THANK YOU for your support and sharing my life and letting me be part of yours. for those that i've hurted , i'm sorry, please bear with me and let me learn, for those that i've lost, thanks for at least walking thru part of my lief with me. for those that are still around. thanks for sucking it up... for those that i've inspired, thanks for letting me,

this is the time that i wish my writing in better.... because how i feel right now is way beyond what i've written... i wish i can fully express my thankfulness ...

cheers everyone