Blog: Sunday, Jul 6

two days ago i received a very terrible news from a company that offered me a role in a musical a week ago!  they emailed me just on my birthday saying that they have withdrawn my offer!  the worst is, i rejected another musical offer at once for  their offer!!!  i was so excited about that n so looking forword to start rehearsing... i just can't believe that this kind of thing would actually happen!  i was so lost and frustrated in the past two days... becoz they should have been not offering me anything so i could do the other one... now i got nothing... :(   totally fucked up my schedule and plans... it's was a very terrible news for my birthday! 

i was sad, angry, frustrated... but im not going to fight for anything... well, that's me, im not aggressive... i'll accept what i have, what it comes and goes... don't know whether it's rite though... anyway... as what many ppl have tried to comfort me: maybe sth better is coming... well, let's hope so!  i will survive! :)

thanks for the love when i was down my frds! :)

love is good!