Old poems

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Confusion, agitation filled the heart of mine

Where art thou my dear?

Shattered like the send across beaches

is the hope for your love

 

My love sprung like a rose

Survived autumns, prevailed over…

 the freezing snow of white winters

In the search of you

 

These rolling tears

Does it not touch your soul?

These sweet affections

Does it not incite your passion?

 

Oh… Dear

Love floats like a fume of smoke

High over mountains, far across oceans

Just in the search of you

 

My sweet lullaby

The last thing worthy of memories

In the search of you

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LOST 

 

My mind… wonders through clusters of stars

At a time like this....

 

My heart… ponders over stretches of mountains

In dark of nights…

 

Life… what is there to pursue, to care, to live….

Time… what is there to see, to wait, to give…

 

Love… what is love…

Does it embody feeling, lust, chemistry or all the above…

 

Why does human live yet not to give…

Why does human love and not be loved…

 

Heart, body and soul… ,the ones that make a man a human…

Or is it,

Emotions, breath, and desire….

 

Perseverance, patience, endurance

Fortitude, mercy and compassion

Those were the olden gold

 

Aggressiveness, extremity and passion

These are diamonds of this era

 

Two roads, two separate ways

Two paths, two distinct lays

Which to choose, where to set loose…

 

 

13 October 2004

20.37 pm Sydney

 

PURE LOVE

Such lingering feeling

This memory of you smiling

Overcomemountains of fears

Perpetuating fountains oftears.

 

Living a life without your presence

Breathing air with none of your essence

Living is resemblance of dying

Breathing yet I am suffocating

 

Do you know even without seeing?

Can you understand my feeling?

Even if you see and feel, are you believing?

Showing that you do ever care

 

It is too much to bear

Living a life of illusions….

 

April 11 th 2002

 

THESE WORDS

 

These words …

Kept inside

The feelings….

I try to hide

 

Every moment

Every day

Every minute

Every second

 

In the songs I hear

In the air I breathe

In the objects I touch

In the things I see

 

At any corners of my world

At any angles of my sight

At any senses of my understanding

At any state of my existence

 

Three words echo

I miss you

Three words stay

I want you

 

June 3 rd 2005

Our Story

 

Tired, bound and broken

Yet you stood there unshaken

With the pain shown but unspoken

 

Your eyes alike buried rubies

Your smell overshadows lilies

Your smile lest a woman be in peace

 

What an enchanting scene

To see this beautiful sin

Unfold beyond what mankind’s ever seen

 

This excitement

The uncontrollable lust and passion

Building inside me under my skin

 

Boiling every moment to bust

Shattering me to dust

Evaporating my last breath and just

 

Reaching out to thee

Feeling my nerves and tasting honey

The honey of a feeling called “empty”

 

Can you imagine?

The creeping tension

That has shut me into the long dark dungeon

 

Why do these tears roll?

On a sky creeper so tall

Soon by its side I start to fall

 

Will you catch me into your arm?

That I may feel dear and warm

Before the last realm

 

In the midst of crowd

I am feeling proud

For you took away my doubt

 

Though late

This is what thus called “fate”

A legend to this date

1 st June 2005

A love so great, I feel for thee

That stops the earth from rotating

O thee my love one thing I wish

Stopped is the sun that this day lasts forever

 

Astonished is the moon by the ray of thy smile

Exalted is He who created thee indeed

Implanted love seed and deed

May our love be eternal

 

On the green thick grass we play

Down under the warm sun simmer we lay

The North wind blow

Like arrow away from the bow

 

Looking into your eyes, I gaze

A billion stars I find

Looking into the secret place in your heart

O dear my name engraved, aligned

 

O thee my love

More beautiful than spring O’Hare

O thee my darling

More daring are you than bear

 

You reach for the stars for I desire them

Yet the stars glide down before the rhythm

To testify what great love destined

As heavenly angels danced

 

All animals over the earth

Convene to watch the love rebirth

“I love you” your words unite the earth

For once the north meet the south

And the east become one with west

 

The sky is revolving from blue to silky crystals

“I love you too” struck like thunder yet tender resemblance of water

It melts polar glacier, burns ocean of minerals

In the end old lands exist no more and the sea turn into soil.

 

 

UntitledI’d walk with you if I could

I’d fill your days if I could

You see? I too for so long

Secretly want to belong

 

And I saw bliss

When you gave me that kiss

What I thought should never exist

Have turned into something that I so miss

 

So then I thought why the hell not

However short, it could be done

But that is not why I fought

Time spreads its arm, and I always run

 

Would you care to take a chance?

When we cross paths upon that sand

Such a loose end, I thought, how could I ever mend?

You took my hand and

How I wished the whole world could just bend

 

I would hate to leave you jaded

But you could rate and on it bet

I’d disappoint you so damn bad

You won’t have no choice but be mad

 

And that’s the least that I want of you

Believe you me, I have wished for better

But I can’t help my dreadful nature

Would you despise me saying it’s safer?

 

There are moments I swore I loved you

And I have found forever in us

But I’ve learned by heart, forever is as long as it lasts

And it ended the day I saw what your smile for me says