15 minutes done in 15 seconds

IF usually they are left  on  for 15 minutes....

yet, 15 seconds already resulted in this...

It has not proven the great skills of the acupuncturist/Traditional Chinese Medicine practitioner. What this really showed was how "sick" I really have been.

This sight showed me one thing...

There are times when I should really learn to let go...

There are also times  when I have to accept no matter how far I endeavor, there will always be those who will never see nor realize let alone appreciate.

If I can't or (to be more precise) refuse to accept that, then, this will only just be the beginning of what I'll put myself through.

When will I learn my lesson? Had I been too considerate,  hard-headed or stupid? I vote for the last one.

PS: "sick" as in.... allowing myself repetitive avoidable unnecessary distress when I should never even be bothered, while adding on top of that the costs of my own well being. Apparently, I'll need to go back and get the treatment done once again before I fully recover (on the condition that I'd give myself a "break" for good).

PSS:  it was so painful that i could only stand 15 seconds. It should had been 15 minutes.