Give up. I cant stop.

I took half an hour to woke myself up.one hour to clean myself up..then,i cant fall asleep.

when i face to him.every thing is gone.just gone.just he left.just him,in my eyes,nothing eles.

that's not good,really not good.

i never believe for a long time,and i think i wont.

nothing about love is real.yes.i think so.

so,should i stop everything.

dont think u're special for someone.i dont believe,never,ever.

u,just u.simply....

alcohol drive me lose myself,out of countrol.headache,dizzy,flying....

but also make me follow my heart....follow the feeling,the strong feeling,the feeling i never had before...

it's important for me.no matter what he think i am....maybe for him i'm nothing.just one girl of many girls he knew.

comfused.

ending.

sorry i'm drunk.happy halloween.

anyway.i love this hallween.for me.i love it!