I've got a pimple!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfKZN74TO-8 that was a lovely show last night (It's not the best I could have done but given the time and my condition... And I love to sing to people... thanks ben for helping out XD )... and ppl asked when we're doing again... and i'm happy

but i got sick... the nose problem plus flu problem that i can't rili get off bed properly today...

green things from the nose... and 1 inches of waist disappeared from me....

that must be a great problem with my system... not balanced, and thus i got a pimple on my face near the ear... when was the last time i got a pimple? I thought i left teenage for a long time and that doesn't belong to me anymore... =]

and I was rude to the doctor saying that i must get well by tuesday... oh and i haven't thought of what to dress!! I'm thinking of taking more medicine than the doctor instructed... would that make me recover faster?

things are not going too well today...

I just wish that I could make everyone happy...because that's where my happiness come from and obviously i failed... sorry buddies...

I couldn't study at all today apart from lyring on the sofa and watching sex and the city again (and gosh I'm on the 4th season again)... and the daily tidying home job like washing the clothes removing the bags and shits from the rubbish bin and washing the dishes...

and as i'm so sick, i just went down one time to see the doctor plus buying congee for myself, plus buying cornflakes with my soyabean milk at home so that i dun need to cook... was down that i could find no one to buy me these things... mum and dad's working, bro in AUS, zita on a trip... but i am happy that i am a strong girl that i could walk myself downstairs and home on my own

I am trying hard these days to give away things that I have but that I don't really own

if u are "really" owning sth or someone, then u must give in the time... like a dress, u have to put it on! and a chair, u have to sit on it...

so i wanna "have" less things at home and give some ppl else to "own" my things, and free my tiny crowded home space...

so who wants a good work chair, and old computer that still works very well and many dolls, and also hello kitty dolls from mcdonald's?

It sounds too strange and weird to say this, but i feel somehow sweet today. urh... not a good sign.