REMIXED
what a day:
remember how I am the most positive person in the world. I am. 121am..i am calling it a day. the hardest day in awhile...I am still smiling..
here's how it went down...
I applied for a job at the coolest radio station this side of the equator priorback a couple weeks ago, and I kinda got the job but in the end couldn't get it cause they weren't looking at full time..so even though it didn't work out, i made friends with the few lovely people i met in the station who also wished i could be part of their family. disappointed? yeah. I was hoping that job with give me a visa to abode in Taipei but since it can't, I am not at all disappointed nor discouraged. It's just not what I meant to be doing.
please note, prior to the interview , I was preparing all morning and after both parties realized it may not be able to happen cause they don't have the capacity to hire full time this fiscal year....it left me a little disappointed but content.
It's 4PM. I hadn't drank water all day.
I felt today's "disappointment" was a sign from heaven, softly telling me that this is not how I was going to change the world and heal people.
I live by a theory- l eave this life having contributed to the betterment of mankind and your neighbor. and I'm fuckin religious about this shit. People often question me on my religious beliefs and this is my religious beliefs- Shut up and make the person next to you smile.
I had always wished I could heal and change the world with music. i always remind artists I work with to cherish their blessings. If i had the blessings they did, I would use it to change the world. For almost two decades, i thought I could change the world with my music, heal the hearts of people, inspire great people of tomorrow but today was the greatest realization that it is not my calling. Do I think I'm a good musician...of course but will I be able to change the world? I'm now thinking music might not be where it is.
Anyway, so after clearing my head of the day's woes, I went for one drink. haven't eaten and dehydrated. After one drink, I went white, blind and dead for a good 15 mins. I realized it was a heatstroke,,,i fainted in the middle of the road behind Luxy and I got these mad cuts all over...a scratch across my face..hahha...
that's why i should have....
Heatstroke? My friend later told me that as I fell to the floor I had attracted a crowd around me. What a star????? Hahaahahahha
It's 354 AM now. I woke up again. Drank more water. Laughed at my cuts.
And here's where I'm at:
The same way I try everyday to be positive and inspiring those I work with I would like to do the same for the masses and a bell is ringing from the distance...thinks it's time for curtain call....
Till next time, sports fan....
T
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