Fortune cookie

I don't usually take notice of things like random fortune cookies....but one said... "our first and last love...is self - love"...interesting thought..how true is it?

Just got back home from one long and sticky trip to Guangzhou.... i am really feeling unhealthy..all this traveling, pollution, dirt, typing, running is bearing on my body.. or is it really truly age...???or perhaps it is those late late nights...i was walking up the steps in Central wondering why i feel so worn out in the heat...feeling tubby too..so no greasy chinese food.

came home and popped a vitamin pill and i am going to detox this week!... my week already feels hectic....I am determined not to fly anywhere this week.. and get work done...  we have a photoshoot going on during this weekend...( just when i thought i could sleep in!)

I was talking to a friend today who runs a PR agency... i was telling her how scarey it is to put myself out there again ... and this time i am on my own.. i have always been a behind the scenes person.... and now in order to put out what i make.... i need to put a face to it.. scares the shit out of me.

I think when i was in NYC and Europe .. it's easier as i am more familiar with the business.... but taking a risk to be in asia and HK.. and not so up on the community... it's challenging.

So the fortune cookie is somewhat right --- it is about self love... and getting to know and love yourself.. and sometimes to put yourself first occasionally is needed.