cats killer

one of my daily habbit is read the newspaper either in morning or at night, no matter what, i need to read the newspaper everyday. but then, reading newspaper everyday, makes you feel sad, angry, frustrated...etc. this morning when i saw how that crazy cats killer killed the cats. i am so angry and sad. how can any sick bastard do things like this to poor animals. those cats already dont have home, live on the streets, eating rubbish from the garbage, probably fleas are all on them, ...etc. i just cant imagine any asshole could have done that. this is really really cruel!!!

in moment like this, you start to think about more, more questions? if there is a god, is he really watching us? what those innocent cats did to brought this on them? if god really have a bigger plan behind all these, pls let us know as soon as possible - what is the plan? why keep it so long and cant share with us?

i am going to be a good person and try to have faith in him until one day, when i can really get to heaven, i want to ask him all these questions?

No pain, no gain. but the pain is so painful and no matter what you going to gain at the end, still wont be able to compensate the pain, god, pls use an easier way to teach us pls.

patricia