So its my Birthday!!.. and what does that mean?

Ok, so in about an hour Asia time, and 13 hours in the U.S I would be a year older...

BD for me was never a big thing..I never really into it that much, except for when I was young and I got to open gifts, and ate something fancy at the restaurant with family members. I guess I am never a big party person. Like I know I would never get married and announce my happiness to the whole world for them to say something nice out of being corteous, and not something genuine. Some moments of love and joys do not need blessing and endorsement from anyone. Its entirely in you!!

I guess I am more of a deep thinker, and something surfacy never touches my core..

But being able to have lived long enough and seen enough of the world...gone thru lots of happiness, heartache, making friendships and enemies, I can honestly say that I am in my most calm state of living..Nothing really surprises me anymore, and nothing could upset me anymore either.

Although I would say on my BD this year, I will miss my dad very much. This is the first year I will have to celebrate it without him and hearing his voice or seeing his postcard in the mail.

Life is short...enough...and at the same time long enough if we want to make something happen.

I have many proud moments in my life, and I also have done many stupid things, to get to where I am...and to be who I am today...so on my BD this year, I decided to reflect my life in all those years and to continue on with grace.. I will also quietly observe the world as it unfolds before me..

I only hope I wil get to be wiser each year and learn to appreciate life a little more...and to be more understanding and be more kind to others...

and thats all my wish for my BD this year..

And for anyone out there who shares the same BD, I extend my best wish to you...

to be truly happy, and to be truely who you are!!

Until next time,

Ohm