Wolves and behaviour.

Did u know that within the wolf pack there are different kinds of wolves?There is the alpha wolf which is the leader of the pack,the beta wolf that takes over when the alpha wolf is dethroned, attacked or dies.The omega wolf is the one that all the wolves pick on and it also is the most subservient one of the pack. It becomes court jester when other wolves start fighting and then it isolates itself when the other wolves bully it. This is the wolf that gets stepped all over and it's the tamest of the wolf pack.Now, why am I writing this? Sometimes in life we get misunderstood by people and they are so vindictive to the point that they write u off. Even though u've actually nothing on your conscience over things they believe u did. I flew into such a rage yesterday u know, just because I read an unsavoury message from someone I considered a good friend. Now I'm just reeling in fury because not only did I feel that I was misunderstood, it is so toxic to attack a person for every nice deed they ever did for u, by asking them " why were u so nice to me then previously?" when there wasn't an ounce of good to be gained.I was so angry u know. And then on the AnD's main page I saw how Vanness is now leading a bible study. I felt wow, it's amazing how God works in different people. Once u've felt God's love, u can't but embask in it. And then suddenly I wondered to myself, why was I so angry and upset for? I know myself well and judgment is not given to me just because someone is being unfair about it. I also realized whatever I've done for this girl was nothing compared to the injustice Jesus suffered. Hence I'll not brood over it. If it was Jesus, would Jesus bitterly say, " Oh I've died for people who misunderstand me"? No He would not. And hence there is nothing that I should be angry about, because I know my conscience is clear.I will no longer want to be the omega wolf. I realize that I do have friends who appreciate and cherish me and I am not alone. I'll tell u something. Even if a person is such a hypocrite, chances are they won't stay that way 24/7. The mask will somehow show, and for me, I believe music cannot lie. If u know me, or my music, u will know I express every inch of me in my compositions. So if u know my music, u know me.