dear John

I'm writing a dear John,hee hee but before u jump,it's really a cheap attempt for dedicating the day's entry to my beloved buddy John! When u have a name like John, naturally U'd find me "dear johnning" him whenever.

This dude is one of my best guy friends ever!!! There are people u see everyday but for some reason,u're not close. And then there's JOhnny boy,we live miles apart,he's in Shanghai,I'm in Taiwan but the comaderie is there. Previously when I was in LA,he was in Singapore,and then he was in Jersey and I was in Singapore and when he was in LA, I was in NYC. Yes how funny. John and I realized that someone really does not want us to meet up!!! We're more like penpals!! John has a brother called Jack. I adore both of them to bits. I've seen John and Jack through some of their relationships and them mine. We're such hommies,buddies,chums,whatever u call it that u'd never believe I once hated his guts.

I met John when he dated my good friend and then they broke up and he dated my best friend. Now if u thought that was weird,how do u think i took it. It was alright if he was dating someone I didn't know. After good friend number 1,it would have been cordial if I did see him again. However when this involved my best friend,the strange things that surrounded us mostly involved going to similar places where he and his ex and other friends used to go. And because I was the best friend,it's strange how we 3 hung out again,except the girlfriend was different. Except JOhn was the pinnacle of the perfect gentleman. He rung me up,told me it would absolutely make him ecstatic only if I gave him the greeen light to date my bestie. I was surprised but a little moved. He did respect people in that nice way. When he and my best friend broke up,he decided to date yet another girl I knew. Now after that he dated ANOTHER girl I knew. Finally I wanted to kick his ass for being such a playa and that's when the first signs of friendship got sown.

The man was in Jersey facing his finals,freshly brokenup with my best friend and sad. I was in Singapore facing my finals,freshly broken up with the nicest guy in the world and sad too. John decided that since I was such a familiar face after every girl he dated decided to hang out with me as good friends,maybe he should too. Just kidding. The dude called me because he was confused and lost during that relationship. In those moments we formed a strange affinity and understanding for each other and I came to emphthize with him. He also comforted me for being an ass and leaving the nicest guy in the world because I was petty,and immature. I had been angry for being a victim of the nicest guy in the world's distrust and insulted because there were these misunderstandings going on between me and the ex. And pride and immaturity were best friends so I ended up saying the worst words ever and ending the relationship. Airport,departure,byebye. It was a tragic movie ending and no, can u believe at that moment when I asked him to go, the days after I never retracted my words and even up to the point when he came to say his final goodbye,I was so hardhearted my mum cried,my brother shook his head and I didn't flinch nor send him to the airport.

Yes I regret it so much now. I think my whole life would never have a closure if I don't tell him how sorry I am for hurting his feelings.

That was how two people with similar yet different sentiments came to become each other's company. If u're wondering,our friendship is so platonic it'd be incestuous to even wonder if there were sparks. Now John and his brother Jack would go out of their way to school me against the realities and nasties of this world. The funny thing is,these two were habitually known as studs,and playas but they were fiercely loyal and even quite stern with whoever that came into my life. Whatever it is,Jack especially made sure his good friends who may be potential scary seasoned playas stayed far away.

I cried once when one girl in the industry ridiculed me in front of everyone in broad daylight. I bawled and called John. Immediately he sent one of his friend to be a rescuer. His friend was a hot stud,had a penchatnt for dating A list actresses,like John himself,this trait astonished and fascinated me because while John was really compassionate and sweet,on the social front I saw a slick,charmer,almost scary other. I know I know. As the resident village idiot it was no wonder John and Jack took it in their hands to protect me.

Really miss ma boys and I hope they are happy happy happy always. This bit goes out to U Jack darlin!

Dear Jack darlin

Rest up,u're always playin,u fool. I hope U have tons of fun but not to the point where u don't sleep nor eat. I'm gonna kick u if I see how tired u are next time.

Dear John

here i go dear johnning u again. nice to have reconnected our convesations. I think we forgot to hit the dinghy karaoke pubs in Ktown and then hitting santa monica after that. I also think that we should stop meeting once in 2,3 years. Next time I fix my schedule,I'll have to make sure we get to be in the same place to hang out! U rock dude!

PS: Im really happy John is busy building his empire and well too. These 2 kids have the kindest hearts and any oldor/ people in need always had a helping hand from them.love it!