I know I'm far from the prettiest actress out there, and there are many who are more talented than me. At times, I'm confused as to what I want & why I'm doing what I'm doing because I just simply don't know. I want to say that I want to act because I'm a storyteller, I want to bring characters to life... But in actual fact, I do it just because I love it. I love living different lives, being different people. I love the experience of saying someone else's words. And that's why, no matter how inadequate I feel at times, I just keep pushing on. But being an actress is so much more than that. It's about getting the work, about being liked by people - the cast, the crew, the industry, the audience - and sometimes, I just can't handle all that. I just want to find a little corner that I can call mine. I want to be recognized as a good actor. I want to be able to do what I love, every single day of my life, without all this pressure. Because sometimes, I just feel like giving up, and doing something else. And I know that I'll succeed in whatever else I put my mind to, but for now, I'm just trudging along, looking for that light at the end of the tunnel. I'm still discovering who I am, what I want, and where exactly I am heading to. And that's actually alright~

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