不倒翁.

There are a few people whom I hold in high esteem in this industry. I respect them, even fear them, and hold a hope of impressing them whenever I meet them. I met one of them today.

I can’t really explain that feeling. Fear mixed with respect & even awe.

Wondering if I’m adequate.

Yet after everything is over, I realise that he is just one person.

I know myself best. I know I am a 不倒翁 – someone who will not fall over & succumb to defeat.

True character is shown through extreme trials.

Almost nothing fazes me, nor gets me down permanently.

That’s the mentality to survive and to persevere on in pursuit of a dream that seems impossible.

For those who really know me, you’ll know that even though I seem fragile & vulnerable on the outside, I am a really tough & determined person on the inside. I will not fall, I will push on.

What do I want next? I want feature films & international projects.

I’ve had numerous short films & even though I’m venturing into TV here in tiny Singapore, it’s not my greatest dream. I want something more. And I believe that with Him, all things are possible.

In the midst of 2 short films right now – “9:35″ & “Voiceless Screaming”. 

There must be something more.