lovely day right?

bad month

this is all some sort of test right? i would like to think there is something out there for everyone, and cannot bear to be so pessimistic, but at a certain point it just makes me incredibly angry.

i've been in bed for the past week, mostly because i've been sick, but in that time i thought about my existence greatly: it is worth all this trouble? what is more confusing is how my body responds to it. my head hurts so much all the time, and it might just be a physical manifestation of all things bad happening at once, and they have t...Read more

bad month

this is all some sort of test right? fate has something for everyone, and I cannot bear to be so pessimistic, but at a certain point it just makes me incredibly angry.

i've been in bed for the past week, mostly because i've been sick, but in that time i thought about my existence greatly: it is worth all this trouble? what is more confusing is how my body responds to it. my head hurts so much all the time, and it might just be a physical manifestation of all things bad happening at once, and they have to expelled some how. I don...Read more

bad month

closer

i just read that play Closer. Oh god. i love the dialogue

here are my fave quotes. i'm drawn to this character Alice a lot. how GOOD is she!?

these four lines can be applied to so many things in our lives. by ours, i mean you and the country's

Alice: Show me. Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it, I can't feel it. I can hear it, I can hear some words but i can't do anything with your easy words.

Alice: His big thing at the moment is how upset his family are. Apparnetly, they all wo...Read more

closer

i just read that play Closer. Oh god. i love the dialogue

here are my fave quotes. i'm drawn to this character Alice a lot. how GOOD is she!?

these four lines can be applied to so many things in our lives. by ours, i mean you and the country's

Alice: Show me. Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it, I can't feel it. I can hear it, I can hear some words but i can't do anything with your easy words.

Alice: His big thing at the moment is how upset his family are. Apparnetly, they all wo...Read more

closer

new stuff

OK SO I HAVENT REALLY BEEN EATING TODAY

SOME PPL CAME OVER TODAY, AND WE HAD SOME TEA AND I HAD ABOUT A HANDFUL OF BLUEBERRIES

I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED TILL ABOUT 9PM TO FINALLY EAT SOMETHING ELSE BUT WE HAD THE FOLLOWING

GRILLED PORTOBELLO MUSHROOMS

ORZO, TOMATO, CUCUMBER, AND CORN SALAD

SCHWEPPS RASPBERRY GINGER ALE

and now i'm still starving because vegetables never fill up your stomach and they are digested so quickly.

now with more important stuff: what does bliss feel like? Br...Read more

ISNT IT JUST SO GOOD, STRAPPING, AND INAPPOPRIATE?

OK SO I HAVENT REALLY BEEN EATING TODAY

SOME PPL CAME OVER TODAY, AND WE HAD SOME TEA AND I HAD ABOUT A HANDFUL OF BLUEBERRIES

I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED TILL ABOUT 9PM TO FINALLY EAT SOMETHING ELSE BUT WE HAD THE FOLLOWING

GRILLED PORTOBELLO MUSHROOMS

ORZO, TOMATO, CUCUMBER, AND CORN SALAD

SCHWEPPS RASPBERRY GINGER ALE

and now i'm still starving because vegetables never fill up your stomach and they are digested so quickly.

now with more impor...Read more

ISNT IT JUST SO GOOD, STRAPPING, AND INAPPOPRIATE?