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秀慧 彭
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下午,電話響起,友問:土瓜灣塌樓了,你知道嗎?

事發的地方就在自己每天出入的地區。

看著新聞報導,腦海浮現了許多想像。

想像自己身在家裡,一聲轟隆,天花,吊燈,以致我頭上的樓層,都倒到我的頭上;我亦隨著所有泥塵倒到下面......我和大廈上下不同家宅的距離從未如此親近......

想像自己僥倖在瓦礫中生還,在漆黑中,我等待被發現,被拯救;我微弱聽到外面的聲音,有人大叫:裡面還有人嗎?我嘗試呼叫,卻已無力;麻痹的感覺,好像把我拉到了死亡的邊緣......倒塌前的一聲轟隆,一直在我耳邊迴響著......

想像自己再僥倖一點,事發時離開了現場;忽然在電視螢幕,看到似曾相識的環境,竟是每天出入的地方;我飛車趕回,看到的,是一大堆比地盤更多的泥沙......我想起了我一直收藏在家中的一些寶物,初戀的照片,小學的成績單,上個月去旅行買回來的紀念品,分期付款差一期就供滿的42吋大電視,已經絕版的幾張唱片,我才剛開始閱讀的床頭書.....還有,我親愛的爸爸.....都沒有得我同意下就被埋葬......我該慶幸逃出生天,還是悲鳴......

想像自己不過是現場對面的一個路人,目睹塌下一刻,竭力回想十秒前的景觀,口中唸著,到底是不是真的......告訴我不是真的......

想像自己是拯救隊一員,一邊挖掘,想起了小時候不經意打翻了用心砌好的組合玩具,我發難,就把那堆如瓦礫的積木一把放回玩具盒;這一刻我逐塊磚逐塊磚揭開,收拾這個不是我經手的殘局,只為尋找那尚存的一息......

想像自己是地方領袖,面對來自不同單位的求助,訴訟,咒罵,看著現場一堆不知怎樣才可以還原的碎片,我努力責問自己怎樣才可以做得更好,要慰問,要處理,要承擔......無忘我還的確有一點悲慟......

一幢大廈忽然塌下可以如此嚇人,我再不敢想像一個城市塌下會是怎麼樣。

"若這一束吊燈傾瀉下來 或者我已不會存在"

 

 

泥沙下降,塵土上升;

視線一片矇矓。

我低下頭,切身處地,

為所有想像中的人和事

默哀和祝禱。

 

 

 

over 14 years ago 0 likes  1 comments  0 shares
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The whole To Kwa Wan Old Flats collapse is the result the blood sucking landlord who do not care the illegal partitions and lack of repairs. Also waiting for the regeneration board to buy these old flats off them to get huge profit. ALL IS BECAUSE THE HK GOVERNMENT LACK OF CONTROL / MIS-HANDLING OF THE CURRENT HONG KONG'S PROPERTY MARKET SITUATION. God Bless the injured and now the homeless (the poor tenants who will probably not get compensated). These flats are own by a LIMITED COMPANY which means the insurance and liabilities are almost F&*^ off. This is no accident and will happen to those old flats above the ill conceived High Speed Railway link to China @ Tai Kok Tsui too as most HK government departments will be passing the blame when it might happen. The HKD 669 Billions would have been better used to regenerate our aging areas in Kowloon and N.T., not just focusing most of everything on the HK Island side like building the huge NEW HK GOVERNMENT. RIP and AMEN.
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