After reading your letter, I think a lot of us could feel our stomachs churning and pulling our hearts into the mix. There's so much of emotion- and pain.. but I guess there's no point in talking about that anymore :) Your pain is over now. Strangely, I understood the memory thing you kept going on about since it's something that I myself have experienced and cried over ahahaha. At random times, pieces of it would just disappear and people would laugh, as though I was joking and pretending to be an airhead lol. It's still a small problem honestly but perhaps I'll try seeking help for that before it gets out of hand and beyond the point of no return. In a way, I feel like I could understand your pain better, and knowing that this is what you wanted so badly, though twisted as it may sound, is a relief that you're finally at peace and free of pain, and I know the other Shawols feel this way too. I don't even know why I'm writing this looong letter on my SNS to a dead guy who didn't even know me lol but if you're reading this.. I just want you to know that I really REALLY liked you, and I can't seem to get over your death yet ? That's to be expected though, for girls my age, most of us grew up loving Shinee, and loving you. I hope that you are reading this yet I kind of hope that you aren't, it's better for you to just move on now and let go of all your painful memories of this world for good. There's nothing left for anyone to say anymore but to just see you off and wish you a pleasant journey ahead. :) In a matter of decades, we'll all pass away too, and we hope to greet your gorgeous voice in the blend of heaven's choir of angels. Everyone will meet again and be happy sooner or later. :)

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