where have all the flowers gone?

attempted nostalgia

of the bittersweet undertones

that have carried me to a muted today

the years of heartache

of recycled moments

painful playback to remind me

of your capacity to not care

even you can fade away

a true testament to

my resilience

or perhaps just the weakening

of my poor abused brain muscles

is it a surprise that i vote for

the former?