maybe this will be the week..

praying

for something

that i have yet to discover

praying

that the story will unravel

with a little less heartache

than what i'm used to

praying

for unattainable peace

and abated disappointment

with the familial unit

praying

for the courage

to make difficult decisions

to take unfavorable outcomes in stride

to be more than who i want to be

but someone they can accept too

not inured..

to assert my existence here

or leave it all behind

just like before

i've decided that

free spirited

is not such a bad thing