i give up too.

the coldness you showed me

must have developed

over time

i guess i hadn't noticed

you slipping away

you were completely right.

it was me.

i did want more

and i was wrong

to try and force something

that can't be forced

i was stupid

it took your harsh words to make me

see that

but i guess sometimes

when you finally find someone

you really like

you can't help yourself

i'm sorry but you're so far away you can't even hear

i'd fight but

you don't care anymore to make it work

i'd change

but i guess

you've washed your hands clean of this

of me

and i can't even hate you for that

even just a little bit