for a fleeting moment i found happiness ..

save your empty words

for someone else

keep your careless affections

your professions of love

your hurtful

lies

all to yourself

pick on someone

that's up for playing games

who can fool themselves

into believing

that love was meant to be this way

my life is indefinitely

a beautiful disaster

it consumes my entirety

much deeper than you'll ever understand

yes there's no more of me left

that i can offer

so please leave me

in my disconsolate peace

to dwell in my solitude

and chase after

unreachable dreams