I’m tired Lord…

I spent all night working on music.

I’ve spent more money on this project than I can afford.

It’s been over three years in the making.

People say my music is great.

I like my music. I believe in it. I know people will be touched.

Unfortunately people closest to me have never supported my dream.

They’ve never “understood” the desires of my heart.

They’ve told me to be “practical.”

They’ve told me to be “safe.”

Be this

Be that

Don’t do this

Don’t do that

I know they love me, and wish the best.

But, When Lord?

I’m so scared God.

“Do not fear.”

“Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”

“I am with you always.”

I’m hoping Lord.

I’m hoping..

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

All praise to our Lord and King.

I miss you Lord.