played hide n seek with doughboy, i cant find myself

ok 1st of all thanks to my man Keli for taking this pic and making a nerdy dude like me look cool.right.. im lost. for real. with everything. why is this happening? when good things pile up all at the same time. it becomes a bad thing. im fucked... im not supposed to be feeling this way. i should reject and accept the right things. but apparently i got it wrong.gosh.