I was so sad about the perceptives especially people who don't seriously understand me, i also in need of help ... not only like "for a show" kind of thing! I'm also tired of people who are saying if I do show my sad side, then they'll turn their backs on me... for me it's not a best way of treating an autistic person like me ... I was in the state of having this weight on my shoulders, because of those people who don't want my explanations nor feelings that I have towards them and the environment of work and it's treatment of people towards me!

I wanted more help and support especially the help I deserve to forget people I've been with who vigorously broke my heart and reputation because of not doing their favors that they wanted me to do especially the things that will not fit in my needs! Acceptance is much needed. If people don't accept me, then I'll prove to them that I'm more than famous and more professional than what they usually think. :)

I forgive those people who hurt me but the action that they did will not undo and will linger in my life... I was so happy that I didn't do vices because I know that it will worsen more my life.