At the age of 3, I was diagnosed behavioral disorder At the age of 5, it was re-classified as autism spectrum disorder At the age of 6, I started being into theater publicly for special school's productions At the age of 7, I started singing (Inspirational songs) At the age of 7, I was almost kicked out of my grade school for being autistic At the age of 9, I was rebellous and again I was almost kicked out for my behavior At the age of 10, I experienced bullying for being autistic At the age of 11, I started singing in a school choir At the age of 12, the bullying triggered me and I frequently cried. At the same age, I experienced being emotionally tortured by my parents. At the age of 13 and 14, the bullying never stops.
At the age of 15, I experienced severe depression (resulting to homesickness, sleeplessness, restlessness, emotional outburst, arguements with parents) as a member of a pop group in which I was extremely hesitant because my calling is different from the other girls with the same spectrum. At the age of 16, I'm starting to realize that I'm being ostracized for not doing their favor. However, I was able to seek some invitations from the locals and nationals a like but almost gave up to be a singer for deficient number of invites and mismanagements. At the age of 17, since my sound at my teenage years was not that fit, I decided to be a full time classical singer. At the age of 18, I auditioned for The Voice of the Philippines online and passed the online video and got me into blind auditions but I turned down for my exams and got back to scratch to wait patiently for hours for my turn and failed. On the other hand, I got my 1st set of invites while on school and even have a regular job with a high pay. At the age of 19, I auditioned for the 2nd time for The Voice of the Philippines but failed and I opt not to audition for these again and decided fully on being a classical singer. On the other hand I got my double winnings for the local wide vocal contests. I even got my first professional career in theater. At the age of 20, I lost my job as a teacher for hymn singing class and lost my scholarship for my failing grades and even recommending me to drop out college. I was hurt with the idea but slowly accepted the idea, At the age of 21, I'm thinking of finding jobs for a living. I was ask to try for a UNICEF field sales but failed. Continues to search for jobs... I never found any.