the way

you were laying in jacuzzi wearking blue swim suit stayed on my mind and I should have taken picture of it. I said. Mom said why. So I said I miss sleeping wit you. she said she doesn’t. she talked bout her death, ( as usual) and hang up on skype because my mood is bringing her down. Someone needs parenting skillz. I want to be a duck so I follow mother bird and don’t need to worry bout pekined by others. I know now, I can never be a dictator because I’m a sensitive person. Not physically but mentally. I will be a dictator if I can send muffin basket to the country I’m conquering.

I must increase ratios of mexicans in my life so I will be joyful.