fireflies

I’ve been productive because I don’t have curtains ( sun wakes me up.)

I’m starting everything new, new job new gigs new shit

I need new whips and new chicks

when I was like 7, I foud out about fireflies. Those are warm and beautiful from far, but close it looks like burnt cockroaches. Michelle took me out on date in open car. That reminded me when my dad took me and sis out on big truck ride. We wore hawaiian dress ( because he went hawaii with his mistress ) and laughed so much. Everything of my childhood memories has bitter ending. Did it give me a depth? I think it gave me a gas. ( I get upset stomach easily )

very thankful for my friends who’s been there for mom and I