angry

I was upset with god cus I’m like ( sorry hope he doesn’t read it I WAS not now) I just wanted to make everyone happy and I felt like I failed at home and it hurts me too much so I left my country and came here, then I did tons of bad things like getting arrested or depressed ( which is not godly but it was fun because I get to go party and wear black and listen to depechemode) then I found god. well, it was more like he was with me in the sense of, you order food at restaurant, you get what you need.