I was reading today the past weeks newspaper since I managed to miss a couple of days of news.  I was disappointed and not realy alarmed at the same time with the news from the chinese column.   Reading for fun and to build on more understanding of the chinese culture to a degree.  Anyhow, it seems that the media like other cultures are quit corrupted and just not all that true as to certain issues regarding value in life..etc. Yet, I dont know why it made me felt like blogging about the media.  No matter which decade we are in media like some certain things in life will most likely be the same.  Y, I think because its a very competitive world we live in and ugly, eciting news make a sale much better than plain old ordinary news.  Of course, there are exceptions here and there.  *wink wink*..  ;) Vote # 4, too as time permitted.  

Today I feel so relaxed and carefree.  Dont have worry about anything around me but just study.  Yeah, study smart to start a career that will care for many lives ahead or behind.  I spend five years to be exact on this degree and now I dont even know if its what I really want to do nor continue to get my masters in.  I feel once again a bit lost.  Alive not dead but losted.  I know I am not alone in this thought but it sure does feel like it right this moment.  I guess the proper or shall I say the right way to go forth with this minor dilemma of mine is to just not to overthink about it and just go by what the gut suggests for now and see.  So, society and world here I come.  ....hiya...;)