got to know a new friend.maybe not a friend.just someone i know
a girl.
pretty.sexy.smart.strong.
such kind of person sometimes make me feel weak in front of them
but...
anyway.
sometimes its better than to be alone all the time.

not feeling very well these days but from this saturday I will start my work.
a new challenge.just got the roster of my work.and happily I dont have to work continuously.2 days work 1 day off.quite good..just I will not be able to get that much salary :(
whatsoever.

only 3 days before work.
easy.:)

I don't know

why do I smile all the time.

when you are smiling.you can pretend you are happy.

went to cinema yesterday ,and today .all the way by myself.

called mommy and daddy this morning.dad said its pretty hot now,asked his dearest daught to be careful enough don't get heatstroke.mom heard of the lonely movie thing,might was worried.or sympathy.trying to find someones in this city to at least keep a company .I said.I am doing very good.am fine.as always.don't worry don't worry don't worry.

but it was such a priceless thing that somebody in this world worry about you.

it's just warm.

I was on my way to the cinema.and it suddenly just began to rain.I was caught in the middle.just totally soak through.okay .it was fine.

enjoyed the movie.I put myself in the chair . like a small cat lie in the chair.in a very lazy way...front seat.no body else was in front of me.it was like I own the whole screen.hancock.by will smith.a typical hollywood movie.but hell,who cares.as long as its good.good ending.

everything is changing.

just see how long we gonna live.

everything.

but.I still gotta sleep.

seeing from my window.all the way foggy.that's a typical beijing morning,grey sky.shitty air.nasty traffic.

as it is only 20days before the game,as i can say,obviously.we were expecting far ahead more than the olympics can truely brings us.

yet, there are some progress china has made which all of us can't den.

my work is going to start on 25th of this month,its good as I can earn something by myself.

okay my day rate is about 54 Euro after tax.not really a lot but am quite happy with it.i love money.as you always know.

will go to watch a movie allllllll the way by myself later.as I did yesterday.

its fine for being yourself.independent.free.and easy to do something odd.you know its hard to find understanding sometimes.but,anyway,its my opinion.furthermore,as far as I am single,i have to be happy by myself.from myself.or what are you expecting I am ,a fussy little woman keeping complaining and naging?it brings wrinkles and makes you old.i hate it.

I have to accept myself as I am .I have to like myself as I am.I have to take care of myself. 

as nobody is responsible for that.you have no one else to blame.

okay am kind of overtalkative.but hell,.who cares.am writing what I am thinking and not push anyone to read it.

they are bullshit.

here is a picture of my accreditation card.appearently ,am proud of it.haha the picture is kind of..:P